So Screwed

Yes, I am indeed "so screwed". You could say that I'm just whining and complaining and not looking at the positive aspects of it all, and you'd be right. Nonetheless, it has come to the end of the semester, and I predict that I'm only going to pass 3 of my 5 classes. I kind of "breezed by" this semester, just feeling lazy and unmotivated most of the time. As a result, I have not done well on a lot of my tests, and will probably have to retake a couple of my classes. I know it isn't the end of the world, but it feels like it. It's funny because in my last blog post I just finished talking about how pessimistic I am most of the time, and here I am complaining about the very things that I said I always complain about (I just confused myself on that last part). My point in all of this is that I have to start getting more serious about my future. I think everyone (especially me) wishes that "life was just fun and games", but sadly as we all know, this isn't the case. I have a lot to do tonight. I have a paper that I have to turn it tonight, and I'm no where near getting it done. Professors always seem to shove all the important things towards the last couple of weeks of the semester making my stress level way above normal (though my stress level is usually very high because I am an "on edge" kind of person).