Finals Week

As this week comes to an end, I am beginning to prepare myself for next week (which I dread so much), finals week. Thankfully I only have finals in 3 out of my 5 classes, plus a paper and a presentation in my other  2 classes. I honestly don't know how I'll do on my finals, but I don't see myself doing too well. This is mostly due to my laziness and lack of motivation that I've suffered from this semester. I guess I started school this year thinking that because I graduated last year that I was officially done with school. I knew this wasn't really the case, because naturally I have 4 more years of school, but I just wanted to chill and relax for the most part...and it has come back to bite me. I don't know what I was thinking, I'm not one of those kids who can absorb all they hear like a sponge and I knew/know that. I'm still hoping that I can get through all of my classes with a passing grade because believe me I won't make the same mistakes next semester, I can't afford to. Even now I'm finishing these blog posts at the last possible minute, making myself suffer tomorrow because I'll be half asleep in class. I can't blame anyone but myself. I would love to blame it all on work, but that would be inexcusable because I this whole semester I usually haven't been working more than once a week, much of the time I don't even work whole weeks. Procrastination. My lifelong mortal enemy. I have always struggled with procrastinating and focusing on the important task(s) at hand.